Oh Tomjones, I am so sorry to hear that you don't have a very supportive family, sorry to say your not alone in that, other members here can relate as well as relate to family not recognizing your struggling.

Ok, you say that you have talked to therapists, what kind of therapy have you received? I noticed that you don't have a diagnosis, it is hard to comment when I don't know what your struggling with. But, whatever it is I can see your very angry about your life right now. At least your asking for help however an ER is only going to stablize you, and try to set up somekind of outpatient services. Please don't harm yourself, I think that you just havent had the right help, hey, it took me time to find the right help, finding a therapist that you connect with is not always easy, but not impossible.

Have you ever had a diagnosis?

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