just as I knew it would if I came to ED.. I freaked out badly massive panic attack. the dr calmed me down then gave me some time to think. then I tried to get him to let me go without him phoning anyone to tell them I'd gone. but he knew my plan cuz he's the dr I always see here. so now I'm under the MH act. there's no beds so I'm stuck in ED till something comes up, and he said I might have to go to a different hospital.

I feel awful. I just want to go and do it.