The first phone call is always the hardest. Sort of like the first post on a forum...you made it through that. You can do this.

I'm not sure if you're connected with your local VA Medical Center, but here's the VA's mental health website to get you started:

http://www.mentalhealth.va.gov/

I know there's a push to get our new veterans connected to services pretty quickly after you've returned home. They should be able to get you in fairly soon.

If one of your boys were not well, would you hesitate to call the doctor? Your boys need their dad. Please call.