I am so sorry that you are going through this. I have the same problem, feeling like I can't do anything right around my dad. I will pray for you, friend. All I can say is be honest and tell them what you made. Maybe you can be able to sit down with them and tell them how you feel. I know it feels hopeless and a waste of time, but maybe they will listen. Do your best for you, not your parents. You don't have to impress them. It is your life. Pray about it and ask God to give you strength sweetie. I hope everything turns out for the best.