So, I spent most of my life In US. But now i moved back to the country i was born in. Culture shock, yes. Not culturally, but socially. The way things are done, the internet, the tv cable, the no Air conditioner at my gym, etc etc. All the daily frustrations you can think of.

Whats worse. No one gets me. If i complain to my friends in the country i'm living in, they think i'm demeaning the country and I should go back to US. If i try to tell my friends in US, they just don't get it. They start giving me solutions that dont' work in this country.

The truth is, that here words are just words, theres no reliability. People say they'll be meeting you in an hour, and then never call never show up. A guy broke up with me and his last words were Nothing has changed I still love you I'm gonna see you tonight, I never heard from him after.

Ugh. I'm going nuts. And not having to be able to talk to anyone about it without being criticized is driving me more nuts. I hate my ex, I hate him so much, he's always invalidated me, and he smirks at me all the time, like i'm stupid or something.

Not to mention I just lost my dad 2 months ago so I am sort of a reck. I go in and out of cycles. Right now I just cant get anything done.

I have asthma, I go to a US brand gym here, and I have requested them a thousand times please let the air conditioner be on please let it be on, and they don't do crap about it. I get sick. I told the ceo, he keeps saying yes i will look into it, then doesn't. and then doesn't pick up my call either.

Please help. I'm about to lose it. I can't talk to anyone about this anymore. I'm crying right now.

Not to mention, the last time I called my ex saying I miss my dad, and I hadn't really eaten well that day, so for dinner i decided to make eggs and bread, and his thing was NO you have to eat veggies, and I was too tired to make veggies it was 12 am. So i said not now tomorrow. He said Fine then i'm not talking to you until you eat veggies. Are you serious?? I'm crying here about my dad and your'e not gonna be there for me just cos i wont' eat my veggies? ridiculous.