Mine is like what you're saying. I feel high. Like a really awesome day. I'm really happy or depressed...it just depends on the day...I 'feel' normal today...but who knows what it'll turn out to be! I'm easily triggered by religion, and my MIL's puppy (so freakin cute, and I loved it) made me want to go out and buy a $2,500. Bichon Frise. I didn't do it thank goodness...but I really would have if my daughter didn't talk me into clothes!!! Woo Hoo that was fun! So the puppy triggered me. Anything can really, and just because I'm happy I think I'm having a 'normal' day. I have no clue. LOL Then some things came up with my husband's job and he'll be gone for three months or so...I spiked, paniced, and then boom!! depressed. That was in a span of 48 hours. I feel good today, like I said...but I also think it's because he is home, and he's going to get me a mother's helper for when he's gone. I like it, but I hate it at the same time. (mother's helper) I have had psychotic episodes...those are usually induced by watching Ghost adventures, and religious shows on tv. No good. Anyway...that's me.

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