The depression is setting in. It always happens this time of year. It's freezing cold, and I'm hibernating.. don't feel like going outside, and sunshine is a rarity here in michigan this time of year.
Everything seems so bleak... i know what my triggers are but it's an enormous battle to keep from feeling like this.
I have few friends in rl so it just adds to the struggle to keep a positive frame of mind...
if i didn't have my friends on here i don't know what i'd do...

thanks for listening...