I'm about to start seeing a new T, my last one was male, this
one is a female. Okay, so the problem is she said she deals most with womens issues.

gggrrrrr that sucks...the reason why is, I sort of am a female...but not really. Not mentally anyway. I don't want to be treated like a female (and if asked specifically in what way...I really don't know lol!) I just do not wanted to associated with as a female. I think I would die if I told her this and asked me "why? you have some feminine qualities." No offense to other females out there-I apologize in advance...and besides, I'm in a lesbian relationship. Although she is butch too.

Also, I took psychology of women...yeah they don't get paid the same as men, yeah they are always subjected to submissive positions and are pressured by society in many ways. I'm sorry, but I don't relate to any of those pressures; We had one chapter on psych of men-that was what I related to-pressures to not cry in public, pressures to be the bread winner...and stuff I wish I could remember.

This is really kicked up by the fact that I had to by bras the other day....I have never wanted to be a male so badly in my life (but, to clarify, I am transgender-not male or female-I really don't fit in as a male either...I'm freakin' 5'0, not assertive, whatever-just constantly feel like I've got something to prove.)

so that be my vent lolz