so sorry you are struggling with addiction; The 12 step ideology has predominated the
field unjustly. It becomes hard because if one has a clear relationship to
some God/spirit/ something concept they are okay, but when
they feel abandoned, or strongly identify as non-believer, they are left with
their addiction to wrestle on their own, especially hard for those who are court
ordered to use 12 step.
Thank you greatly for sharing this.

Sandee
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