I know just how you feel. This past week has been terrible for me. It can be so hard and do painful, it would be easier just to give it all up. But we can't. We owe it to our friends, our family, and mostly ourselves. For English this week, we had to write about this book we read about a girl who was suicidal, and connect it to our lives so I told my teahcer I had depression in my paper. Next to it, when she graded it, she wrote, "Me too! Things do get better, I promise." And that really helped me. We just have to remember that it will get better and in the future we will be happy, and maybe we are meant to be here right now. We need to stay alive, it's not time to go yet. And although I know just how hard it can be to see it sometimes, I truly believe things are going to get better eventually. Maybe not today or even tomorrow, but eventually they will. I really feel for you and I hope you feel better