Oh how I can relate to your feelings. I, too do not want to get out of bed and feel the same way. I lost my job in 2008 and have not been able to find steady work in my field since the recession hit. I had gone through a long two year period where I did nothing but sleep in most of the day, feeling like I had nothing left in my life, my whole career that I worked for for ten years was gone. I feel at times that I will never return to it, so I have picked myself up and have returned to college to obtain a Masters Degree in a totally different field. I still have my days where I do not want to do anything and I cry so much. My advice for us, we need to look forward in our life and be blessed we are still alive. I too have two people I communicate with. I sometimes see my family, but they never call me, I call them and to make matters worse, we live in the same city about ten minutes away...I only have one sister and my parents are still alive, but they are old.
I hope we can be strong and get through this time we are going through. Stay positive. That is what I try to do.