im 15....... im alone i don't care about school but i miss having a girl with me i miss the feeling of love a relationship i feel alone alot. i want to end it. when people see a street poll i see another place to hang myself i don't even know what im doing anymore. i don't want to be hear whats the point of living if you feel dead. i have given up i want to leave. i want to feel loved i don't even see the point of getting up everyday but sadly i do and i always come home the same. i now talk to myself i have conversations with myself i can do it for hours just look in a mirror and just see..... i don't know what i see but i put myself down alot. im scared i even have this one black coat its getting small but i can make it feel like im getting a hug from someone. i wear it everywhere. i just wish i didn't have to come to a site and talk because in real life i cant no one wants to hear me. i just wanted someone to know. thank you.