She is trying to teach me to work through my fears and stop running everytime I get offended, feel rejected, or get my feelings hurt. It is so strange the way that I feel about her in comparison to any other doctor that I see. It is totally different!

I am still a bit unsure about next week. I don't want to walk into that situation again. She assured me that it won't happen again, but she cannot guarantee anything. I mean, stuff happens. I think I will sit in my car and ask her to call me when she is ready for me to come in. That way I don't have to see the other couple and hear them talking with her. That is awkward BIG TIME for me to overhear conversations she is having with other clients. I can't really make out what they are saying, but that doesn't matter.

If I stay in my car, I can listen to music or write. I can relax better. Well, I think I can. This is new for me to see her interact with other clients. I am sure I will get past this, but right now it triggers me a lot! I want her to help others like she helps me, but I don't want to 'see' her do it. Weird?