I went over to where I get services and made it plain that I was not "low acuity." That got me to the head of the line. I was assessed by a really committed, caring pdoc. I told about how I have been left without followup. We were honest with each other. We looked at 2 options, and I accepted the invitation to pick one. This pdoc admitted that there was no telling how it would work out and could be a gamble.

I went in-patient. The experience was pretty totally miserable. At least, now, I know better how the place operates. I won't be continuing wasting time wondering if I should, or shouldn't check in. I got in and, mercifully, got out, and I would rather poke sharp sticks in my eyes, than ever go there again. The place is terrible. I'll concentrate on what other options are available when I need serious help. I'll start researching other ways of getting supported.

I must believe that it isn't impossible to get support, but it will take looking into where that can be found.

I am grateful for Psych Central. Coming here for awhile this evening has helped me begin to recover from a rotten outcome to a decision made in good faith on the advice of a well-intentioned pdoc. This web site is a great place of safety to come to. I left that facility in very bad shape. I felt so lucky just to get out the door.