^ Thanks, guys.

JamesHJones: Yes, I should focus more on improving myself than hating myself.
I've lost interest in what I used to love doing. I'm beginning to think that the only solution is to just force myself to do things again...

jnt1989: Don't worry. Knowing that someone else can relate is sufficient. And yeah, a huge part of this is my fault. I shouldn't have been so weak and let everything get to me...

Good luck to both of you!