Thank you all for the comments and hugs.

I did have a much better day today and I got to talk to my friend but I'm afraid I'll probably have one of those days again soon. I wish tomorrow and all the days after that will be like today. I don't know if things will ever change. It's been so up and down, I have a good day and then I have a really miserable one where I'm back to just laying in bed. In any case I do hope that things will get better for all of us.

pinkcutie143, it did take me a couple of tries to get someone to talk to. It did help me get through maybe an hour of the day but it didn't really do much else. I guess it is worth a shot. You don't really have anything to lose.

Callmebj, I don't have any health problems that I know of. I do get shaky sometimes if I don't eat for a long period of time. It happens once in a while, I've been told it could be hypoglycemia but I never got it checked out or anything. It hasn't happened recently.