Although I feel slower on meds, and I struggle to find the right word a lot of the time, have some short term blanks when I can't think at all, I still think I'm better than I was. I was thinking too fast, making random connections that didn't make sense, and unable to focus on one task for long. So though I was "cleverer", I was unable to function safely.

I still wish there was some more happy medium. I've reduced my meds, but can't go any lower till I've seen the psych nurse... wish me luck next week.