Erin,

Yes, when I called the several t's to try to find one, I was in "freakout" mode wondering what I would do with him gone and having no one. I SOOOOOOOO UNDERSTAND. I've been there and still get there every now and again. Whew!

What I have to remind myself of now is the fact that hubby knows alot more about me now and I can share. I've learned so much more about myself and my reactions to better able talk myself down. I also remind myself that if I feel it's getting out of control, I can pick up the phone and make some calls. I have to remind myself of ALOT right now.

New friendbear, why don't we lean on each other through this...no matter what's decided? I can remind you and you can remind me. We can share and support each other. I'm sorry that you're going thru the same thing, but feel pretty blessed right now too.

We'll make this.

kd