Thanks Rap,

I know I probably should have told her this stuff... but it just isnt going to work, I feel like I can't say certain things to her, and that makes me so much worse when I leave, I feel like like I had so much more to say. I know that is me, but I am a real talker and never have problems saying how I feel, it's her approach that I don't feel comfortable with, and I couldnt tell her, I dont know why....

I really dont feel comfortable telling her that It's not working etc.. I even made my psychiatrist ring and tell her... I have no idea why it has made me so worried about it, I am never like that!!

That's what I mean about starting fresh with someone new, that I feel like I can say everything.

I will talk to my psychiatrist about it when I see her, see what she says. If she decides to send me back to the same one, I will do it, but dont think anything will change!

Kel