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Default Jan 21, 2012 at 10:32 AM
 
((((lostmyway))))

I agree that it is not a good feeling to become so attached to the t. I, too, find myself in this position, especially when I am hurting. I am not attached to the physical person specifically, because, truthfully, half the time I can't even remember what she looks like (I had to go look at her again for the "famous person" post!)
I believe I am attached to the feelings that I sometimes have during therapy, the feelings of maybe it is going to be okay, and maybe I can get better, or at least more in control.
I also find myself getting very angry with my t because I am not making the progress I want. This is when I become rather nasty with her, asking if I am spending my money wisely.

I completely understand your wanting to quit. It is tough to depend on someone so much.

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