Hello again DamienV,

I just want to say that I'm glad to see that you are still with us this morning (I see that you're online now). Please consider what I and others have said and talk to someone soon. If not a family member, then your school nurse, teacher, or a guidance counselor on Monday. They can help your family understand the urgency of your situation. It was a school guidance counselor who helped save my life when I was 14.