Mania can definately range atleast mine can. Sometimes im super happy and feel like shopping, sometimes i get extremely aggravated and cant sleep or eat, sometimes i have euphoria and it feels amazing until my psychosis rears its ugly head and sometimes i realize whats happening and can get help before hospialization is needed. The euphoria is awesome but usually create major problems in my life and i usually crash into depression. Right now i have been stuck in a depression for a few months and if normalcy is out of the question then i wouldnt mind a little euphoria just a little. Gosh is that aweful of me to be wanting that???
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