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Old Jan 21, 2012, 12:43 PM
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Originally Posted by athena2011 View Post
Should I state the obvious? It is NOT narcissistic not to want an abusive guy! As to 'loser', I guess that depends on your definition and values. If you respect and value people who can support themselves, then a 'loser' to you would probably be a guy who wants to live off you. If you like to be active and have fun, then somebody who mopes around all day is likely a loser to you. To others, maybe not, or perhaps they like the feeling of being needed so this works for them.
...I don't understand this take take take thing that goes on!..

I mean how damn hard is it to be borderline and compassionate and also be aware of all the scumbags out there taking advantage of us!!

it makes me angry and I think I already was a bit.

idiot arseholes have no feelings beyond 30 seconds and we cop the ones they ignore as well as our own...

thats the bpd damn core issue!!

the world and all the dumbass idiots that can't feel.....they and the lot of'em dump their feelings onto us poor bpd suckers....because they know we will not say NO.

arseholes...I am not well tonight!...I am not ashamed!
I am learning about how screwed up I am
I am fine with this
I have abilities that will arrive when I need them.
these abilities are extra-ordinary and I trust them.

I am not crazy!...I am full of love....!..I care deeply about the things that are real!

and I will destroy everything that changes my mind
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athena2011