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Originally Posted by continuosly blue
Is there anyone out there that can ? I've had this demon all my life.
I've been on anti-depressants about 80% of the time.
There has been times where I thought I could get rid of it
using willpower alone. I thought I could cure myself. It was like trying to operate on myself. Successful for short periods of time but it always
came back.I've on so many meds , ( I'm also a chronic pain patient ) ,
that I think I've been totally rewired. I'm not me anymore. I've been
changed into a drug ( all prescriptions ) dependent nothing !
No willpower here.
Continuosly blue
( cb ) for short
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oh yes ...the demon of depression!
in-escapable...permanent...turning colours black!!!
yeh I know it!...it kills people...it's killing people right now!...thats real.
it's real!...it's been after me...it's not me...it's a force pushing me though....all the time.
yes it's real
and it's important to acknowledge this!....
and.....you are lost in the maze of pills!...thats what you say.
and yet you know you said that!!
you know better!...I knew better!..I am alive and continue living.
so will you also stay alive and continue living.
I tell you now that death is not worth the confusion that it costs your life!!