I'm going through the same thing right now with my BPD and Bipolar...I now feel as though...even when i'm "better" I'm not! LOL It takes me coming back to here to learn more and more and more about myself and my 'issues' Sigh...it's like a never ending wheel of learning and frustration right now. But I come back with a lot of it sorted out....now I'm in fine tuning...hopefully!!