Before meds I was a highly effective person. I was manic most of the time...pissed ususally...but we moved from our home town and all hell broke loose. I went through a series of bad doctors...and we moved again I was working on my RN, fishished a 2 week full semester. (A full semester in 2 weeks) My husband went into the hospital for back surgery...my MIL got in my face, and I told her I should have slit her throat by now. Yikes! Right!! Now I'm a breezy not "with it" person....I lost my special needs triplet, and the police were called...this is the third time....I wonder about the meds too. She is a handful....but it's to the point if someone leaves the door open she's going to run to the park!!! I'm going to have to put her in a 4 year old sized high chair to restrain her. But yes. I think my "unawareness" is the cause of my medication.