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Originally Posted by dragonfly2
For me, feelings are so subjective. To try to determine my state of "normalcy" can be tricky if I only judge it by how I'm feeling. I look at the more objective signs: how many hours a night am I sleeping, am I eating, have I been spending more than I usually do, how often have I needed sex, have I been reading a lot of religious books, have I been furiously writing lately....and on and on. It's up to the individual to figure out what his or her parameters are.
So, what are yours? And where are you on those scales?
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Well in my last "episode" which I recall I was sleeping fine, writing excessively to this one person, crying and racy thoughts. The day they said I had "psychosis" I remember I went out shopping. i really didn't feel ill. I don't remember if I was shopping before that. My sleep however was fine.
This time I seem to have spent a lot of money on junk I probably won't need. I don't have racing thoughts (maybe because I'm on an AP?), and my sleep is yet again fine. I also don't write to an excess or maybe I do. I am all over the place in around about three different forums. So I'm sorry if I do come across as writing too much. I spend most of my time online either looking at things to buy or talking on forums.