also I color my hair at least twice a month and ALWAYS a drasticly different color. Oh and I have 7 tattoos and only one has any meaning.. AND new clothes (a size too small for motivation to lose weight) is a must.. yeah I filed Bankruptcy due to buying a house I lived in for less than a month with my second husband that I only knew for 3 weeks and get rid of $15,000 worth of credit card debt.... WOW this sounds worse and worse the more I think about it....