I need to vent again. I feel like crap. I told my husband I wanted a divorce if he was not going to treat the children better and he has been okay but not the best. It seems like he is only doing certain things to appease me instead of actually trying to change. I don't believe I even like him anymore. When he decides to sleep on the couch, I am happy. I don't even like him touching me anymore. What if he does get help and changes and I don't want to be with him. My daughter (7) is having behavioral issues and my son (2) is physically violent and shows signs of anger. I now catch myself being angry and bitter. How will I ever manage myself and two children if I leave? I am lost and becoming hopeless. Am I just not letting myself be happy?