Happycheeks, personal growth is not in a GRADE that is given in SCHOOL or COLLEGE. Personal growth is not ACHIEVED at graduation from HIGH SCHOOL or even being the POPULAR KID in high school. If you DONT get a job, what does that mean? Does it mean your not pretty enough? or that your stupid? or that your simply not worthy enough? No, what it means is that you have YET to learn the SKILLS you need to know how to INTERVIEW CORRECTLY, DRESS YOURSELF AND GROOM YOURSELF IN A WAY THAT EXHIBITS not just CONFORMATY, but personal pride and WILLINGNESS to present your personal pride effectively that tells a perspective employer that you ARE A GOOD CHOICE. Yes, we ALL have to learn to COMPROMISE to get what we want to a certain extent and that is ANOTHER SKILL TO LEARN.

Thank you for your reply. Sorry this bit triggered me. I don't think I ever will get a job. It's impossible for me. I may just have to do something to get out of this world. I don't belong here. I have had enough with these feelings. Someday I will just have enough with these suicidal thoughts and do something stupid. I just had suicidal thoughts now. I can't stand these thoughts. Even the "you wont get a job" thoughts and jealously is annoying me. I want to block out the pain.