apparently according to my T she is a really good pdoc and the only one who won't force meds on me. plus cuz it's the public system i don't think i can change..

she's not the first to say it.. they've been saying it for years just less directly. when i was in hospital before i moved they were going to put me in residential psych ward cuz they didn't believe i would be able to live out of hospital, they even almost said that under a treatment order i had to have ECT.

maybe they are right?