I know you're talking to James right now, but my name is Aleks. We're in the same boat right now...so why don't we just decide to row? What do you think? You take half, and I'll take half. I'm 34. I have 5 kids...three of them are 4 year old triplets. My special needs female triplet ran away today and the police were called for the third time on me. And that's in the past 6 months. We have done everything we can but we're still be investigated by Child Protective Services....I have to stay alive for my kids...what do you want to stay alive for?