JustWannaDisappear: Thanks. Do you mean you ordered One Child and Tiger's Child? I hope you like them.

rainbow_rose: thanks for the compliment. I never used to know what my feelings were, so it means a lot to hear you say I let them out. I wonder if I do that TOO much now, though. I also let my T see the diluted version. I'm honest with her but I don't let her see the intensity of my feelings. I wish I could. I still have to write them to her. I copied the first part of this post to her.

How am I now? I feel better but am worried about something so I started a new thread. I can't stop posting my feelings. I wish I were more like you and didn't post my whole life on this forum. I'm but can't seem to stop doing it.

Luce: Yes, I own both books and I just reread the sequel, Tiger's Child. It bothered me too, but I admired Torey's honesty in questioning her treatment of Sheila. She could have chosen not to write the book at all.

WePow: thanks! Yes, I also sometimes get more support here than from my T.