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Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep
Does this really mean that you thought about it, had a drink, survived, have kept on drinking & plan to do so till you stop--& will deal with stuff then?
Wow. I hope it's just late & I'm tired. Falling off the wagon is one thing, but to sound so doe-se-doe about it? What's up? Am I mis-reading you?
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roadrunner....you ask a good question ....and yet I am glad I am merely doe-se-doe. it's like the formidable back-up plan during a crisis.
as paramedics put a blanket on shock victims....it's not to warm them up....if anything it's not good to re-heat a shock victim..
it's a comfort thing.
I must 'play down' a relapse, observe it.....
amuse myself perhaps by it.
not panic
not fall apart
not be a shock victim
I have been here before except it is new....