....it's gotta be the best and biggest mystery ?

depression is so utterly complete there must be something to restore the balance.

life is bad and death is great..!!

thats how it has been.

I want to replace my ridiculous and miserable devastation with something that is so completely unknown to me!?

it makes very accurate sense to discard the known for the unknown.

....and yet I cannot help but wonder....?

hmmm?

death must have a mood....surely I am un-aware of this...

and do I really want to know..?

my guess is that it's a bad mood.