...stuff the world and hate it!!

love life and flip out!

...float like a hero....
sink like a dead fish!

there is a way to view this crazy life....there is!
first I must forgive myself!

now this is hard....harder than anything I have ever done ever before ever!
I hold my head in my hands as I say this....
there is brilliance and pain
stupidity and strain.

......and

it is not all over!!
we feel what feels bad....
and then
we feel what feels good.

inbetween is just toooo scary.