300mg Lamtical and I also take Effexor (112.5mg

), and Trazodone for sleep (150 or 200mg).
I don't cry - ever. I'm one of those depressives whose sadness gets frozen and painful.
I have been a bit irritable - thinking lots of negative things about my bf and sort of getting annoyed with him in my head. I'm not famous for raising things directly

Maybe it's better that way at the moment - but I know longterm it's not good.