Thanks for the support. I was able to give the dog a hair cut yesterday but I wasn't into it, so it came out pretty bad. Poor guy. At least he won't have snarls anymore and it will be easier to brush him.

Today I am supposed to go over my b/fs house to have a game day (board games) with him and his kids. I actually have given it a lot of thought and would like to talk to him about our relationship - I'm leaning toward calling it quits. But, I dont' want to talk about it over the phone or on text. I don't want to do it when his kids are there either....they leave on Monday night.

I think that is what might be making me feel so down. I just can't get myself to do anything. I'm still in my pjs today, I probably won't shower. I'll just sit here with the dog on my lap and watch tv. I just don't know what to do. The day will go by without me even knowing it. Another day gone. So sad.