AniManiac-good post-100% agree-yes our thoughts are ours, but they can be so different/influenced by depression. And some of us die waiting for things to change, or sparks to come back or......
Venus-keep in touch as you go through this time.....I know you are that "rugged individual" but there are times that evan the strongest need help. It doesn't take away from your individuality or who you are. The funny thing is.(geting help, sometimes taking meds)....it makes you stronger.