I know that feeling, it sucks. The best we can do, is just tell ourselves, "this shall pass".
It does pass, it just seems to take so long, I know.
I'm in a funk right now, and have been for a few months, I'm trying to just keep looking for when I'm out of it,ugh
My being in the begining of menopause isn't helping, the hormone shift,moods,fatigue, make things suck more, but we shall survive that, women have for centuries.
Hang in there, and hang out here and vent, we can all join in, even turn some of this negative stuff into dark sarcasm,getting some laughs in to replace the time.
Just a thought.

Roe

((((((((((((( cherybery )))))))))))))

BTW
I get a kick out of "Stewey", and like your little pic here.