The other big problem with having such bad sleep patterns is that my dreams have become really vivid and disturbing. Last night I had a horrible dream of a young man being raped. I don't know if it was sublimated to make it easier to cope with, that it was a man rather than a woman. But it was still awful, and I've been feeling guilty all day that I couldn't help him, even though it was just a dream. I just stood and watched.

I have pretty nasty dreams several times a week, not all of that nature, but still disturbing. I suppose it could be the anti psychotic. And I'd sooner have these experiences when I was asleep. Still... I'm a bit sick of it.