You're most definitely worth a whole lot more than two minutes. Please don't doubt that for a minute. Sometimes my friends say they will text me or call me later, and then it never happens. It is disappointing, I agree, but I know I have to understand they sometimes cannot stop what they are doing for me. They change their lives enough for me as it is. So I decide I should be grateful for that instead.

And you're not overreacting. It's how you feel, and that automatically makes it important. Your emotions are important. And it is okay to feel that way. I know I felt the same way. But I eventually talked to this friend again for hours and that reminded me how much they care.

Now for the whole "I feel like the only other thing that could help is if there's a positive change in my life, which I don't think will happen any time soon" situation. Guess what? You have already done something positive for yourself! You are asking for help on here, and sometimes, it can be difficult to reach out. And I'm glad you are, because it shows your strength. And the effort you are giving to understand. And the desire to get better.

I personally would go see a doctor, just to give it a try...I could if I would. If it doesn't work, it's not likely that you will be worse off...Still just a suggestion! Ultimately up to you! (:

Best luck,

JustDontAsk