SD, I wish more than anything that I could cry in therapy. I've always wished for that, though some think it's a crazy wish. I think it would be healing for me, but of course there is the part of me that wants to cry so as to be closer to my T.

I've come closest to crying with my current T but the tears don't come. It's like they wait until I'm in my car. I'm inhibited. I don't feel like I stop the tears; I just don't cry with other people though I feel safe with my T.