I can only remember one thing about my trances...well actually a few things. I'd be hurt or something and then I'd start to rock, sometimes I'd rock really hard. That was the beginning. Then I remember feeling this meanness...not anger but how I think I serial killer would feel or something. Just feeling like I am extremely mean. I wouldn't remember doing anything, but that feeling of meanness was the kicker. I'd remember that. Then when I'd come out of the trance is when I knew what I'd done during the trance.