Thanks Anika ((( hugs))) I just feel almost sorta happy right now its such a odd feeling for me .. so I dont know if Im just happy or going hypo.. Bipolar glamour LOL sounds like a good name for a perfume ,, Haaaaaaaahahahahaah

Roadrunner .. I totally agree with " Lab rats" !!! and I do think our brain chemisty changes daily thats why we seem to always need our meds " tweaked" Sorry your mood went from good to something else ,, I can so relate .

Dragonfly and Forgive .. Sorry if that made you all worry .. Im still looking at it (med bottle) and have been off and on all day LOL

Toss the only way i know that i will be in trouble is if my sleeep goes all wonky ,, Im still doing 6 hours roughly a nite ..if that number drops ill go back on the haldol altho it doesnt help me sleep ,,its the only med i take in the AM ..I dont think im showing any signs of Mania ,, I cant shop.... no money and no credit cards ( thank god) , everything else is in the ' normal' range for me .
maybe Ill wake up tomorrow and take the med ASAP .. I see my T weekly on wednesday ill discuss this with him also whether Im still off it or back on it.

My husband and I had a discussion today about me not taken it ,, mainly because he didnt know I had stopped but he mentioned last nite I seemed to be more like my old self ( ie: before bipolar dx) so I told him... he got a worried look on his face ,, but since I havent been actually close to happy in the last 2 years I dont know whether I am happy or hypo or heading to hellville ...

Thanks you guys ,, Your the best