1. I don't cut really deep or anything, i started just a few weeks ago and only cut my fingers, now I cut my wrists and it hurts more but not really bad.
2. I don't really know, I just tried it once when I was feeling really down to see if it really did help. It did. It's kind of a thrill, I guess, and when it bleeds and hurts it makes me feel in control, I guess, and it kind of calms me down. I dint really know, it just makes me feel good.
3. The same thing... It just makes me feel better. And it's not something I do every day, more like every few days. Only when my depression gets really really bad, usually when I want to die.
4. I hate hiding it. Wearing long sleeves, no longer having the freedom to wear the shirts I want to unless I have a jacket or 25 million hairbands/bracelets around my wrist. I have know idea what I'm going to do this summer. Also, knowing the scars will always be there, and that I will hate myself for this in the future.
Thanks for asking, I think it's good for us to talk about it with each other.