Hey I am new too and sound just like you I feel like I have all these disorders wrapped in one. I was just told today by this new pdoc after being evaluated tons of times that I am bp and switched my meds to lithium and some other one for my anxiety I also have an eating disorder thats a little out of control now I stopped drinking in january I spend to much money and I love the slot machines I feel like a walking problem. I was soo down today then I founfd this site and read wow I am not the only one and you are not eithier I wish you the best of luck and let me know how you are doing