....you have been with me....yes you have hurt me!
we have always been together

when I was down you were there...sometimes it was you that brought me down.

but I always forgave you and let you back into my life.....we have so many memories....

you know more about me than anybody ever!!...you have seen me at my worst and applied the pressure when I was at my best.

often it was your fault that I was at my worst and only when I forced you out of my life I was then at my best!

I recall the times when you made me feel so special and comforted me when I was in pain.....and convinced me that the pain was otherwise not your doing but just me.

we were so close....I never went anywhere without you. I defended you and protected you and kept you alive...!

but you ravished me and put me in danger and tried to kill me!

and I still trust you...??