{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sabrina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} There's nothing I can say to make you feel better because I'm in the same boat, pretty much. Only thing is, I don't feel like I let Jerry down. I let ME down. I try to blame others for the way I am, but I know it's not true. What I've done is become numb in that area. There's a million excuses I make to help me numb out and not care anymore.

About all I can say is How about I make that hole and you come in after me? Guaranteed that you'll have more than enough room!!