1) it only hurts for a few seconds initially, then it's numb. But the cuts always get itchy later & the burns do hurt while they're healing.
2) I self harm for the amazing relief it gives me from overwhelming feelings of rage, frustration, and/or sadness. To clear my head and make myself feel calm & wonderful, instead of explosive.
3) Several factors keep me hooked: the fact that it's fast acting, relatively easy, and works. It's like a drug to me! Nothing else is as potent or works as well. And frankly, ppl just keep pi$$in me off!! (ha! aka: triggering those negative emotions in me, that trigger the urge to SI)
4) What I hate most about it is the stigma surrounding self harm, the fact that people in society don't usually recognize it and react to it as what it actually is: a coping mechanism to separate one's self from the pressures and stresses of life. Just like drinking alcohol, taking vacations or watching tv; all of which are relatively fine and socially acceptable in responsible amounts. Too much alcohol will not only make you feel sick, but could also kill you. Too many vacations could leave you broke and without a job! And too much tv could lead to a whole list of potential problems. Self harm is fundamentally no different from these examples.

Thanks for this post! Really made me think